Maybe...It seems it's not too lateto smile at the sun I used to tell myself I had to hateIt seems it's not to lateto fix some of dreams I used to tell myself I had to breakIt seems I might still be able to rememberwho it was that I forgot when I forgot I was a manIt seems I might still be able to rememberhow to feel the things I thought I could never feel againSeems I can still remember how to be the manthat used to smile at how his dreams could make him feelSeems I can still remember how to be the manthat used hurry to arrive just to leave for there was still more to see
Writings In Lipstick- BipolarThere is writing on my mirror.Writing in lipstick,Charting my feelings,The feelings I feel,Deep inside.Each day I addTo the growing mirror mural,And now it is so coveredI can barely see myself.Today was amazing everything went right and it felt as though everything I worked towards paid off and I've never been so happy in my whole entire life I'm so happy I cannot sleep I just want to dance and sing and walk and never stop and live and live until the world ends.Look at you. Staring at me. Who do you think you are?You're ugly.Worthless.Nothing you have ever achieved has been substantial. Why do you think you're so special.You're shit.You may as well end it all.I'm so happy he loves me and he told me he loves me and I love him and now I think everything is special again and I don't know but I'll be happy now and he won't ever let me fall I promise I won't fall again I won't eat pills I won't cut my arms because he'll always be there to catch me and keep m
Solitary DrowningMy soul feels as if it's deflating.Pain has slowly crept up to take hold.It's getting even harder to breath.Please help me, for I'm drowning;Already the water's rushing over.My arms thrash around looking for supportAs tears course down my twisted face.Who led me to this dark pool again?Was it I, for I seem to like this place.My body propels itself up;I'm blessed with a new breathBut as quickly as it cameMy happiness is taken back again.I can feel something pulling,Forcing me down into the darkness.I can feel my soul being tugged under;While I shy away bringing all emotion with me.It's at this point that I want to give in.I want to throw all aside and let this wave come over.I let a single tear rise from the depths;My silent cry for help.Hold me tight and don't let go.Don't let me bear this pain alone.